August 2011
2 posts
Changing the url of this blog to Electric Vibe!
Used to be ourdarksilouhettes.
This is my personal blog jsyk.
-Rubessss
July 2011
1 post
June 2011
1 post
I absolutely cannot believe that I’m already graduating tomorrow. My heart was racing a little when I was taking all of my stuff out and into my car.
The day that I thought would never come.
And 1600 hours later, here I am! :-)
May 2011
2 posts
I tell myself that there’s no such thing as love and that I’ve lost faith in men. True love does not exist.
Well. It does… But it won’t for me. Somebody will always just want to just fuck with my emotions. It’s so difficult to trust someone after what I’ve been through. What if you give someone your all and then they leave?
But then I see you and my heart...
Wow I just got treated like a fucking child.
I was trying to have a conversation and kept getting ignored. They knew I was there, but didn’t even value my input or paid attention to what I was saying. Just acted like if I wasn’t even there.
So let me get this straight. You tell me to “grow up” and become an adult, yet you only mean it when it’s convenient to you....
March 2011
1 post
i’ve never even smoked, but all i think about all day is cigarettes.
January 2011
3 posts
I wish men didn’t have hair so i didn’t have to cut it. It really is terrible.
Anyways, here are my haircutting shears. Aren’t they sweet.
The fact that I’m actually starting to stick up for myself and not be afraid to speak my mind and actually say no is really astonishing to me, but it’s also really great.
This is awesome.
This is what every day should be like.
I’m taking the time to post something positive, which seems to be a relatively new concept in this blog, but I genuinely loved today. It’s proof that even though a day starts out not-so-great, it can be turned around by just having a good attitude and a fun spirit. I don’t know what got into me, but it just felt right. Let’s just hope I can keep this up.
xx
-R
December 2010
1 post
i need a really long vacation.
school is wearing me out..
November 2010
3 posts
Everything just feels so right.
The Cure
It feels so good to listen right now. It must be the weather I think. I always get into this ~dark~ mood come winter time. I’m not sad or gloomy.. The music is just very appealing.
Don’t fight it. Just listen and embrace it.
<3
“However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always...
The Beginning? Or The End?
In no way am I doing this for attention. But rather, as a way to get everything out without annoying those who do not wish to listen.
I only hope I will get something positive out of this.
It is not my intention to come off as dramatic; it’s just the way things are. Anyway, thanks for being here. Or not. You can always unfollow. I will completely understand.